dear diary,

why am i feeling depressed again??

I feel like I could cry most days at the drop of a hat.
Why do I feel like this? Why do I feel as though I dont have any friends close by?
Why do I feel as though I am never going to achieve my goals?

I am bored all the time.... the only entertainment i have is watching dvds and the net. Theres nowhere to go and nobody to see..

Why does growing older depress me? Why does money depress me? Why can't I get motivated do do things?

I may be smiling all the time, but I'm always hurting inside...........

what is wrong with me???

i can't play pretend anymore....