i am ever so thankful to kim hyun joong for giving me peace at heart. haha. every time when i think of him i feel as though everything is okay. i'm really thankful for that HAHA.
but sometimes thinking of him can be quite depressing la. cause i know i will never ever be with him or meet him even. (HAHA) and then when i miss him so much i feel pain cause i know he won't miss me back. something like that. you get what i mean.
and i should really realise that it won't come true. i was like watching his videos on youtube. he is like oh em gee i wanna meet him and make him mine now LOL. hahah i'm totally far far away from that i know. i think thats why i'm abe to still be dreamy bout it :)
hmmm. weird dreams for 3 consecutive days
because i've been sleeping for more than 10 hrs a day. HAHA
im missing hyunjoong again :(
